Really losing faith

So, I remade my personals ad and now I am just waiting to see if it get's accepted. Yahoo is so fucked up. Like, when my ad was first running, one moderator would approve my photo, but make me edit my ad. I do this and resubmit it, and then another moderator would approve the ad, but reject THE SAME picture. As if that's not bad enough, it takes sometimes up to three to four days before they even get around to review it, before they reject you and make you go through the whole process again. Oh great! The station I am listening to just started playing Jeff's favorite song ("Heaven" by DJ Sammy). This is killing me. God how I wanted things to work with him. Funny thing is, I've already caught him in a lie. He said he was giving his ex another chance. BULLSHIT! Get this...He took his personal ad down not too long after we started talking, right? But your personals account remains active until the billing period expires. Well, I had clipped his ad in my personals manager, and even though his ad is no longer active, it tells me that this account has been active within the last 24 hours. BUSTED! I should be a detective or something. I may not be the brightest bulb in the socket with some things, but I outshine all the others in other areas.So I am really beginning to wonder if all this heartache is even worth it, or if I should just go ahead and kill myself now. I honestly don't know how much more rejection I can take. It's so hard to remain positive when people keep pissing in my porridge. Ha! I just thought of that myself. (giggle)